Sometimes i realise that everything i do seems to fall just a little short of what everyone else can do. I do my hair, my friend does hers better. her curls hang just a little softer around her thin face than my strait hair does around my high cheek bones and bubbley moon face. I bake a cupcake, and my sister makes an english spice tea bunt cake with powdered sugar lighty snowed on top of its rose shaped, spongey, moist, body. I tell a secret to a friend, and my other friend tells her a secret that trumps mine completely and could casue a grown man's knees to buckle and people's universes crashing down around them. Sigh.... Its not easy being green. But, i of coarse know that there has to be something that only i can do in a way that only a person like me could do it. I just havent discovered what this special power that i poses is yet. I'm on a life long quest to find some kind of hidden talent that i never knew i had because the being able to raise one eyebrow thing isnt cool anymore now that destini can make her's do the wave....hmm....maybe ill practice putting my entire fist in my mouth. though, i don't want people getting the wrong immpression of me. i guess ill just have to do a little more self exploration to find this inner skill that is hiding somewhere deep in my being. some day dear sister. some day i will out bake you.
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