ranting!

Oh my. The drama of being a teenager is seriously taking affect this year. who would of thought it huh? high school world is a very different thing from everyday world. you dont realy notice it when your a freshman though. your given very little time to prepare. in high school world, as soon as you turn 16 the forces of nature single you out for as much humiliation as it can possibly rain down apon you with, and, it all happens within days. maybe its all part of "growing up" yet it always seems to be the silly little ridiculous things that get you the worst when your a teen. things like, oh no, that skank from biology stole my boyfriend, or that jock on the football team called me gay and now my life is ruined. how these things encourage becoming a mature adult later on, i have'nt a clue. In everyday world, you just barely exsist. when your home you worry about school, and when your at school.....you desperatly want to go home. it makes me wonder, which place am i suposed to be the most concerned about? is it school? or is it the outside world that, as soon as a graduate, i will forcefully be shoved off the plank into? if the real life is anything like highschool, i have the right to be increadably affraid of growing up.